Closure

Today I went and closed out the final account of Mom's. Everything is done and taken care of with checks in the mail. The year has passed so fast. I still think about her daily and miss her greatly. I have finally quit thinking I need to stop by the house to see her. That took quite awhile. Sometimes as I would be driving home my car would automatically turn into her neighborhood. Then I would be sad and have to try and turn on any street before her home so I would not pass it. I do still walk regularly with friends through the cemetery. Most days I will look over at the headstone as we pass. The knowledge she is happy and healthy out ways any sadness that I feel.